'My Everything'

awww...i just love this song so much!!!!

price hike!

this is way too much.......

lets not talk about Scotland. This is Malaysia. Lets compare ringgit to ringgit.

cheapest bowl of noodles: RM3.80 (S), RM 4.30 (L)
my takoyaki!!!! RM4.30, used to be RM3.50 *ouch*
asam mango : RM2.50...used to be RM1 the most? RM2?
popiah: 1 piece RM1.80, used to be at most RM1.50?

and many many more....mostly everything has increased in price..
if i'll be earning in pound sterling, then i won't care.
BUT...im gona earn ringgit!?!

what is the value of money nowadays?
like peanuts!

my thoughts..

95 more days..if everything goes well...I'll be back home, chilling with my ais kacang while sweating it out in the mamak stall.

Its gonna be the end of what i would call my 1st phase of life : the studying phase.
thinking about it, having been studying throughout all these years, what have I actually gained? have I been happy throughout this phase of my life? having to rush for exams all the time, making myself go through all that stressful adrenaline rushes of studying, sacrificing my deeply-needed sleep just to study! what have I done for myself throughout this 23 years of life? What would have happened if I did not walk through this phase of my life? There are so much more meaningful things to do and to discover in life. You only live life once, so live it to the fullest, as what the phrase says. Why am I putting myself through this whole big utter nonsense of studying? Tell me about that.

Im just not cut-out for studying. Lets hope this part of my life ends soon enough. Just can't wait for the next phase of my life. Just gonna learn how to appreciate the small things in my life instead...learn how to better love myself and the people around me...

numb..

its 2008..a brand new year.yet im here, having a bad start to a new year..

well, ever since i got back from london, ive been busy preparing for my final year research project.First, it was goin shopping all around north, south, east, and west of Glasgow finding for paracetamol tablets, the source of my project. and my oh my, that was just the begining of my long-lost journey..labs started..being very optimistic, i thought everything would just go the way i hope it would..well, sometimes, its not a good thing to build castles in the air they would say..
obstacles were just coming; one after another, as though it was a never-ending road i was trodding..and it really never seemed to end, right up till this second..well, i would see the last of labs this wednesday like it or not, i dont know whether i should celebrate or mourn for it though. Current situation: almost done with what im suppose to be doing, but...but because results dont look very convincing, that calls for repeats...and u know how sucky it feels to start from scratch again..

i had to resit for this paper called Pharmacy Practice 3 today. The word 'resit' would freak anyone out i guess..oh well, never thought it'll be easy, and it wasnt at all..had a mere bit of confidence before entering the room, yet..all was shattered when i saw all 5 prescriptions that i had to complete in 3 hours. Sometimes, telling yourself to do the best u can is easy, but not when u actually face it in reality..its just 2 different things..u dont feel it until u experience it..well, i really dont wana see my results. im just praying very hard now, that perhaps, a miracle might happen..
ok..this is a distressing post..Im sorry for that. well, at least i know i still can put my hope above, to someone whom i'll always have faith in..someone within me...

.friends forever.

'A friend in need is a friend indeed'..

i suddenly have a full appreciation to this phrase..
guess u will only understand it when you've experienced it urself...
u know who u are..thanks for being a part n parcel of my life..

friends are like angels
they're as precious as jewels
when you're met with hurdles
theres nothing they cant handle

friends are forever
they will make ur life better
though u think im a liar
u'll know it later..

OnCe a FrIend, FoReVer A fRienD!

*dedicated to all my wonderful friends out there..love ya loads!!!!!!!!!*

time management!

so much to complete, with so little time..

S-sad
T-torture
R-rubbish
E-eeeeeee..........=/
S-sorrowful
S-sick


*no comments*

music heals the soul.

need to fill my soul with some music.. lets jazz things up!




cheers!

Finally by Fergie

*love this song to bits*

MMMMMMMMMM
Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come a day
When I would have to way
Make so many mistakes
I could'nt comprehend
As I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through an open door that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth
I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of youI finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my maze has been solved

[chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though it will have a different set
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever hadGive my love to him finally
MMMMMMMM

I remember the beggining you already knew
I acted like a foolJust trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
On another face
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
Scared to give of me
Afraid to just believeI was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the nets that I have made
Finally got out of my own way
I've Finally started living for today
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally know that

[chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have a different set
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever had
Gave my love to him
Finally
MMMMMMMM

Finally, Finally Finally

Now my destiny can begin
Though it will have a different set
Something beautiful is happening, happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Give my love to him finally
Ohhhhhhh,

Finally, Finally, finally

(no title)

finding for my comfort zone...

nites..

said a lil prayer for myself..

it was about to come to an end..just a little more to go...one more paper...stood firm..strived ahead.....and.......poof! there u go...screwed the whole 3 hour paper! aihs..

when can i depart with this subject? getting so tired with this dispensing paper PP3...thought i'll be able to get thru this and just forget all about it!all i need is a pass...why cant i pass? why cant i do better? now ive to prepare myself emotionally on how to tackle with the results when it comes out in about 3 weeks time! can a miracle happen? can i get through this? is it still possible? i know with man all things are impossible, but with God all things are possible though...cant do much now..prayer would be the answer to all things..who knows what will happen in the future except God Himself?.have faith and trust in Him!

am suppose to be celebrating tonight because holidays officially start today, did went to this place called 'the goose' for dinner with my fellow friends..yeah..food was great..had Smothered Chicken....but mood was much turned around due to the paper earlier..hope i'll be able to sleep thru it...and wake up 2mrw to start a brand new day! and a months long holiday..

nites